Don’t Kill Your Darlings, Tell Them to “Shut Up and Color,
and Wait Their Turn”
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How many times have you started a poem “with the perfect
line”, and when you finish the poem, you realize that your perfect line doesn’t
belong? What do you do with that line?
My husband used to say he “dissolved it in solution”.
NOOOOOOO!!!!! To quote poet and teacher Brendan Constantine, “put it in your
woodpile”.
Do you have a woodpile? It could be a notebook, a file on
your computer, anything. In our case, it’s a 66-page word document! We use it
for lines, for prompts, or just good old inspiration. It is an invaluable tool
for reclaiming your trash and your treasures. I couldn’t live without ours.
Sometimes, especially if I’m not feeling excited about
writing at the moment, I’ll go through the pages. I might find a perfect place
to start, or a perfect place to end. Often I’ll find a couple words, taken
completely out of context with the woodpile line, but perfect for the poem I’ve
now decided I want to write.
My husband’s woodpile lines are generally written from a
male pov (point of view). Sometimes I’ll leave them that way; I write from a male pov all the
time. Sometimes I’ll change the woodpile line about the down-on-his-luck guy
with the twenty-five year old car—and now, that line is about a waitress with a
twenty-year-old car, who gets a flat driving over glass and gravel in the
parking lot of the diner where she’s late to work. Again.
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| by Lizi Rudolf |
We laugh about this all the time. We do not write the same,
but we can take inspiration from the same place and write two completely
different poems. And for the record? If
a line includes “bourbon”, it’s not necessarily his. If it includes “grace” or
“mercy” it’s not necessarily mine.
When we went to the Catamaran Writer’s Workshop last year,
we both workshopped with Joe Millar. Every day Joe gave us a list of words to
use, or refer to. NONE of our poems were remotely similar. We each wrote three.
Every one of them was published. I am all for inspiration.
I love the dictionary. “The Synonym Finder” by J.I. Rodale
never leaves my desk. Neither does the stack of woodpile pages. And even though
my desk looks like a storm swept through, I know where these references are
(The Triggering Town by Richard Hugo is on the table in the living room. I know
where that is too).
If you are not currently keeping lines, words, thoughts,
ideas, scraps of overheard conversations, observations, descriptions of colors
you’ve never heard before (especially blue, the most ridiculously described
color in the human language), anything…please keep them!!! I guarantee it won’t
be two weeks before you refer back and find exactly what you want for what
you’re writing.
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Poem written about 85% from some version of our stockpiled
lines:
Out of My League in Honfleur
Try as I might, I’m tainted,
shamefaced and lowbrow,
a face at the window
that leans into absence.
I contemplate the blue/gray
of enamel sky, compare
it to the bleu-noir of the rented
room, I turn numb,
follow a trail made of instinct.
Lacking in grace. I’ve drifted
far out of my league,
I am the late snow’s thickening
silence, the tick of a metronome
behind walls crackled with time.
I need a belt of something
ill-advised, and a man to drink with me.
Dump those dying wildflowers out
of the jar and pour. Don’t claim
my icy words are foreign, warm my
non-drinking wrist with your breath.
(Forthcoming in Picaroon Poetry)
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Tobi Alfier's most recent collection of poetry is Somewhere, Anywhere, Doesn't Matter Where. She is also co-editor with Jeff Alfier of the San Pedro River Review. Don't miss Tobi's columns on the craft of poetry: insert your email address in the "Follow By Email" box to the right of this article and you'll be notified every time a new article appears.
